Ingenue

home alone

I woke up with little monsters (my cousins, precisely) screaming into my ears. My lil' cousin brother who doesn't like to wear clothes, was doing the "Hulk" impersonation (which is tearing out his clothes while roaring) up and down the corridor. Then, my "disappearing" lil' cousin sister appeared out of nowhere (like 'When did you come back?'). I found my other cousin sister sleeping next to my sister. Hmm, It's 11am and everyone's out of the house. Phew.

Orchard was nightmar-ish.

WARNING: DO NOT EVEN THINK OF STEPPING INTO TOWN AREA FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS.

Went out with Lidong, Boon, Daniel (first-half of the day), Bright & Mel (second-half of the day). It was fun except for the stupid rain & the fact that I was wearing long pants. Hmm, one of the most-hated things I could imagine happening to me. That goes side-by-side with "water spilling in bag". Yeaah. Bummer.

posted by ingenue @ 7:23 PM

tick tock tick tock

I'm counting the hours, minutes & seconds before I pack up and go. This is exciting. I'm actually excited to move out. Serious. But, I'll be back. Grandma will make sure of that. Been tolerating with countless "Where you sleeping?", "Do you know their parents?", "Don't do drugs!" & blah blah blah. I'll miss your cooking, grandma.

My good ol' pal, Viks emailed me recently from London. Miss that bugger. He's been smoking & drinking alot, eh. It will be awhile till we catch up again. Been playing love doctor to my other pal as well. THIS IS THE BREAKUP SEASON. Beware. Love Doctor warns. Haha.

23rd Dec. Four more days to go. Tralalalalalalalalalalalala.

posted by ingenue @ 12:20 AM

I'm about to break

My blog is farking screwed up. I need a slurpee now. I'm still dead bored. To keep myself occupied, I entertaining myself by poking my nose into other people's dramatic life. I'm bored, sue me. When a blog's up on the web, it's like public property already. From the many blogs I've read, people are breaking up everywhere! It's like break-up season or something. Sounds depressing.

I think I'm gonna get a Christmas CD to listen on the train or bus. Rockin' around... the Christmas tree... and a Happy Holiday!

posted by ingenue @ 7:43 AM

moving out clean

My room is free from dust and sparkling clean. I'm serious. I cleared all the junk, vacummed every corner, wipe clean the fan & pcs, re-arranged all my books & CDs & multi-vitamins, refilled my tablet box with multi-vitamins, clean all the shelfs & cupboards, mop the floor, & do my laundry. I'm lovin' it. I can be a neat clean freak or a slob if I want to. But, I'm giving the "guest" a nice clean welcome message before leaving tomolo.

I think my comments thingy is not working again. Boohoo. I hate HTML.

posted by ingenue @ 4:51 AM

therapeutic shopping

Shopping! Shopping! Shopping! However, I had fun today walking all over Orchard with sis, trying on clothings & buying them. Haha. I should have done some Christmas shopping but I've never had the habit of buying Christmas gifts nor do I receive Christmas gifts. Haha, I'm never around Sillypore during this season.

Bumped into Jack and his sisters at Wisma Atria. That lucky fella won the singing competition last Sat and having great fun spending his winnings. How come I can't sing like him? Damn, it would be fun winning shopping money by singing. I'll probably blow the speakers with my croaking voice. Check him out again at Specialist Centre this Sat at 6pm at some bar - singing in the finals! Woah, must really check him out.

Here's what I want for Christmas:
Xiao Wen's List
1. The striped ZARA skirt (Damn, I've been eye-ing this one for too long. Went in to try again today which might be the fourth time. Somebody buy this for meeeeeeeee!!!!!)
2. Someone special to *muack* me under the mistletoe (This has NEVER happened in my lifetime. hahaha.)
3. Not to spend Christmas alone (This isn't too much to ask rite?)
4. Good food. Yum!
5. The ZARA skirt!!!!!!!! (Similar to No.1)

Gosh. I hate it when some people has no guts to tell me they want me to move out. Aww c'mon, just SAY it dammit. Fine, I'll be out by tomorrow. Anyone wanna take me in? Hehe. I promise I'll do housework. Today isn't really a wonderful day afterall when someone dropped this bomb on me. Bummer. Life goes on...........

posted by ingenue @ 7:48 AM

Extreme bummerish

Petal Productions can kiss my ass. Bleh.

posted by ingenue @ 7:16 PM

Don't ask: I don't have an answer

I need to know how to be a good friend without having to ruin someone else's life. In fact, I need to learn how to control or manage my usage of words when trying to solve someone else's problems. You might never know the repercussions when someone takes your advice. Maybe, everything was delusional and I should just mind my own business. But, I can't leave a friend in pain and not do anything about it. I don't have answers for everything. I can't even answer some of my own questions that have been boggling my mind.

I'm bored bored bored bored bored. Nothing excites me anymore. I'm waiting for something to happen. Yeah, something BIG to happen. It's the best time for a life-changing experience. Everyone's excited about "LOTR: Return of the King" - why? It's just a movie, chill lar. I want to win a big contest to Jamaica, meet someone, open a bubble kiosk there and live there for the rest of my life. Now, that's a life-changing experience.

posted by ingenue @ 1:47 AM

Why does BAD things always happen to me?

I can't log into NPaL again. No surprises. Thanks to Shaun, I managed to enrolled into Adv Advertising & Managing Events (I want Business Letters!! Sigh. Stop whining, Wen) & same class with Shaun for World Issues. Ok, that's comforting.

23rd December. Okie, that's 8 days from now, huh? I need to go brush my teeth. Ewww.

posted by ingenue @ 7:49 PM

Haha, this is too interesting to miss. Got from this site.

LEO
Drinking style
Leo likes to drink and dance -- they're often fabulous dancers, and usually pretty good drinkers as well, losing their commanding dignity and turning kittenish. Of course, they're quite aware they're darling -- Leos will be Leos, after all. They generally know their limit, probably because they loathe losing self-control. When they get over-refreshed, expect flirting to ensue -- and perhaps not with the one what brung them. But Leo's not the type to break rules even when drunk, so just try to ignore it (try harder, Cancer) and expect a sheepish (and hung over) Lion to make it up to you the next day.

Trademark cocktails
Leos like flashy drinks, be they complicated tropical concoctions festooned with umbrellas, like a Bahama mama or the more common strawberry daiquiri or mai tai. Indeed, they often have a taste for the fruity -- try a screwdriver, or add an extra cherry to the next Manhattan. Their sense of drama lends itself to a kir royale, of course.

Drinking buddies
Ben Affleck, Gillian Anderson, Bill Clinton, Monica Lewinsky, Jennifer Lopez, Madonna, Debra Messing, Kevin Spacey, Martha Stewart, Andy Warhol

posted by ingenue @ 6:05 AM

I've been missing a little "music" in my life. I haven't been plugging in my earphones for days or absorbing my daily dosage of Radiohead. Honestly, I don't remember when I started listening to an excessive amount of Thom Yorke's vocals. Music used to get me high (or I like to think it does) but right now, my system is rejecting any form of music. Except for last night and this morning when Sean Poh & Liang played; all of us singing several Bon Jovi's classics.

'Nuff bout music. I wonder if I'm a romantic fool. But I guess I'm not romantic but so does that makes me a "fool"? What defines a "romantic fool"? Is it relative to the infamous "love is blind" notion? People talk about the great feeling of falling in love. If only I could experience it over and over and over and finally died due to O.D. of loving someone and being loved. It doesn't sound that tragic, no?

Dang. I'm experiencing dejavu. This "feeling" I'm experiencing now is driving me nuts, similar to one I experienced a month ago. It comes and goes as it pleases. I miss someone alot. I've been counting the days till I could see someone again. Why are my feelings so fucked up? I hate being emotionally attached when I know I'm gonna be damn fucked-up in the end. Shite. I'm already fucked-up. Oh great.

posted by ingenue @ 5:25 AM

In Memory of Keiko (1976-2003)

posted by ingenue @ 4:48 AM