Saturday, December 6

@2045

Job interview went well except a little bumps when I mentioned that their 3mins clip was a "corporate video" (It IS about the company, hmm). This guy called Larry said everything boils down to the techy stuff to make something good and how everything is defined by numbers. Hmm, I disagree with him on that point but I kept my mouth shut. Don't wanna offend anyone during my job interview *fingers crossed* I hope I get the job.

Had a movie marathon at home by myself. Watched "Amelie" again and "Musa". Woah, Korean guys are pretty hot especially those scruffy looking ones. They don't need to have big gorgeous eyes but "sensitive" eyes that are a little piercing yet passionate. Hee. That movie moved me a little. I was peeling Kleenex from the box in the final 30mins. I wish for "world peace" (Reminds me to watch 'Miss World 2003' later. Heh). Later.

Friday, December 5

@2045

Yo! I finally got a phone call from "Petal Productions Pte Ltd" and they want me to be at their office at 10am tomorrow. Ooh, sounds good! Finally something "beneficial" is happening. I'm sick and tired of staying home everyday waiting for some miracle to happen (money or frogs falling for sky? I don't care.). Well, at least here comes a miracle.

Even "Park View" is a little dead. The "director" better move his ass and polish up his script rather than screwing around with time. Because I'm not giving a shit if he doesn't.

Watched "Groundhog Day" starring Bill Murray. Haha, it was good comedy though. I haven't laugh so hard in awhile. I was reading "Entertainment Weekly" and they were predicting Oscar worthy movies. Surprisingly, "Lost in Translation" is one of them. Hmm, even Bill Murray was given a thumbs up for Best Actor category which could be his first Oscar nomination. Sounds exciting already, yah?

Wednesday, December 3

@1130

I woke up this morning with a great big giant smile! Got the anticipated "results" thru SMS and it wasn't disappointing at all. I got my first freaking distinction dude! Har har har! It feels real good. I'm a lil' disappointed with Scriptwriting though but what the hell? It's not gonna ruin my day! Peter Yeo seems like a nice guy afterall, he gave me a B even though I received warning letters for not attending his classes and even fail a paper. I'm surprised but I'm not questioning it now. Haha. And, no freaking "C"s this semester. Woohoo!

Went to JB yesterday with sis, boon and mandy. OK. It wasn't entirely a great day but I had a lil' fun though. Watched "Looney Tunes: Back In Action" which is probably one of the worst movies of the year, one place below "Matrix Revolutions". Hey brothers of Warner, these jokes are over-done and they're not funny anymore! Get it? Went shopping for socks and pirated movies (amazingly, we manage to smuggle them in). Had not-so-impressive Italian food (I think Pastamania taste better) but it was quite fun ordering when you don't understand a single thing on the menu.

I miss Andy.

Tuesday, December 2

@0915

I'm awake. Yes. Happy birthday to Siew Wei! My favourite tomato, partner-in-crime, car pool buddie, laughing buddie, tuition buddie, hiking buddie, cycling buddie, jogging buddie, best friend - you're almost everything to me. Haha. Hope you have a wonderful 20th birthday and don't drink too much.

I'm stepping down as retromonks.net admin. I realised I don't have much to do there. I'm not even functioning well as a moderator. Haha, just feelin' like a Hum Chee Peng better than anything else (where's the condom-like yew char kuay??) I do not believe in censorship so moderate for wat? Haha.

I'm awake. I've got panda eyes. This is not funny if someone doesn't call me soon enough to go out. Hmm, wonder if Andy is having a snow fight in Taiwan. Hee.

@0245

Dear fren,

I know it's a difficult time for you. You left me a really "worrying" ICQ msg and you've got me worried even more when you refused to pick up my calls. Yes, I am farking worried. As a friend, let me tell you this: You can choose not to be depressed and lonely. Everything is about choice. It depends on whether you know how to make the right choice or not. Make sure whatever you do makes you happy.

Look, there is not point keeping the anger and hatred within yourself because it ain't gonna make you a better person or bring you close to happiness. You're just making yourself goddamn miserable. You know you don't wanna be miserable. Nobody does. So, buck up and move on mister!

Be strong. Be smart. Ok? I'll see you tomorrow. Just make sure you don't do anything stupid and be responsible to yourself.

love, me

@1930

Andy had a small but sweet birthday celebration at Bojangles last night. Only Boon, this guy (oops, I dun remember his name), Andy and I. Boon and I went to KAP and bought Andy a tiramisu cake then met him at Balmoral. There was a little alcohol but no crazy stunts. We took some Polaroids and chat a little at the "Park View" park. Andy flew to Taiwan this morning, silly bugger didn't carry along his hp. I called him a million times until I decided to try the house phone but his mum said he had left. Dang.

Met Weijie just now at Westmall for coffee. It's great to know someone new whom I didn't manage to "talk" to during Shaun's party due to obvious reasons. He seems like a nice church boy and super hyper! I can't help noticing that he kept squirming in his seat. Haha. Nice chap.

My stupid cousin sister kidnapped "Hippo"! Arrgghh! I totally burst into a lunatic when I couldn't find it when i came back. Luckily, I found it in her drawer full of her other beanie babies. Biatche. Ok, nice day.

Sunday, November 30

@1545

Happy birthday, Andy! I've got a cake for you but my front door seems to be getting in the way. Hmm, for the past few days my front door has been giving everybody a lil' problem and this morning, it's stuck for real. All of us are trapped in the house and my grandma refuses to call a repairman which I told her to. Oh so let it be. You don't wanna know what we did to the door but hey, at least we're free now!

Met Sy Yi and Reena yesterday. It was nice hanging out with them in town although I didn't feel all that well. Didn't manage to catch "Love Actually" sneaks. Sigh. Had nobody to watch it with me. Oh well, I'll have to wait till it opens then.

The strange thing is that there have been some misunderstanding about certain situations in the party which I don't even wanna mention here. Heard it from Mel but she kinda get the facts wrong. Oh well.