Ingenue

::yawn::

it's a sunday afternoon... woke up at the oddest hour again. i can't believe i slept like a PIG! Hmmm... then i realised that moon has already gone to china today... bon voyage hunny bunny *grinz* hmmm... bugger, neva tell me which part of china... where is the great wall of china arr? okie, i suck at geography... hmm, he was complaining how he go all the way to china just to see a "wall". I never been to china... bugger, appreciate it k? i only get to see the 4 walls of my own room!!! neva mind...

This is my avril's song... although i only heard two songs from her... sk8ter boi and complicated... hmm, must go HMV liaoz...

Avril Lavigne
Tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]

hmmm... this is my first time posting a lyric up here...
Yup, tomolo is another day... hmmm

posted by ingenue @ 11:13 PM

::hypnotised by restlessness::

yup, this is bad. I’ve been sleeping a lot and at the oddest hours. My biological clock is cocked up man… I kept getting this massive “blow” well, it’s headache I suppose. I don’t knoe what’s going on… hmm. Gonna die soon. Hahaha. Pressure. Stress. Migraine. Fatigue. All rolled into one. No sense of direction.

Went for the media ethics talk this morning plus getting caught in the rain. What a Saturday. I lost my mood to even go to Orchard to do my online publication. Sorry man… I really dunno what’s got into me. Instead I came home and slept for 5 hours. Something’s really wrong. But I am yet to find out. Been abit depressed lately too. Hmm.

I set a FriendTest quiz. CLICK HERE TO TRY and so far Julie scored the highest with 60%, that’s considered… errr… OK lar for someone who knew me for 11 years. Amy and Keh both got 30% and surprisingly, Daniel got 40%! Hehehe. Lydia did mmmm… I shall not say. But at least she got the first question correct. Hey, try it out lerr… I can’t wait to see how well u knoe me. So far, I’m being MIZ-understood… =(

posted by ingenue @ 3:07 AM

::drama sucks::

okie no offence but... i hate acting to bits! okie, i felt like i made a fool of myself... i didn't even dare to look at the crowd... it's damn SCARY! ugh... although i really think a few groups were really amazing. Hmmm... neva mind... i'm hungry now.

posted by ingenue @ 1:59 AM

::bravo to both tv groups::

Yes! It is finally over, although I am very disappointed wif myself. Sorry for that quick wrap up, 5 marks gone down the drain. Hmm, blardee “tigress” shouting in the background… making Joel and everybody panic like we over-run or something. But still, GREAT job to all of us *toast milo dinosaur* and to Ash’s group, you guys were great man… I marked myself down for that stupid quick wrap up… ok I still can’t get over it. It was just plain dumb of me to even listened to the tigress and I missed Joel’s 1 ½ min cue. Bad bad FM. Sorry guys.

But our celebration of cheese and tissue prata was fun!!! Can’t believe the prata “uncle” actually made tissue prata for me *grinz* hehe, life is “prata” beautiful after that terrible ordeal in the studio. Cue cards with smiley faces and excessive consumption of jasmine green tea and my 3-flavour chewing gum. GUM, anyone? So, forget all conflicts and have more Al-Ameen food. Ok, I can’t sleep now after eating the prata. Hmm, told u I can’t eat lorr… haiz.

Hey Van, plzzz lar… I really dun like the “guy” lor. What gave u the idea? *laughs* I like someone else larr but DEFINITELY not from our course. Besides, I made an observation too. Tell you in private. Hahaha. Gotta memorise me drama script. Haiz. Newswrite meeting tomolo at 11am. Drama meeting at 12pm. Actual dramatisation at 2pm. Watch “Stuart Little 2” at 745pm with Bella, my lil’ cousin (Gosh, I hated the first one… forced to watch this one with her. Sigh) and talk on Saturday at 930am. “Messed” Comm life just don’t stop at TV assignment 2, huh? How exciting. Nite nite.

posted by ingenue @ 9:39 AM

::online publication consultation::

okie, i dunno why am i so "kan cheong"... but, just finished my webdeap group discussion and we have at least 15 mins till our consultation *deep breath* I am getting all these pins and needles all over my body. Am i getting sick again? Or a panic attack. Some more our actual TV recording is at 7pm. Hmmm... very very scaree... Hmmm. Neva mind. Will update u soon at the end of the day.

What's the difference between being alone and being lonely? I am feeling both but sometimes being alone doesn't mean i'm lonely. But sometimes being lonely can also mean being alone. Hmmm... sien.

posted by ingenue @ 12:02 AM

::sickie sickie::

skipped UFS again... gosh, i woke up with this terrible back ache and headache.. haven't been sleeping much i guess. slept pretty late last nite doing PR and abit of online pub. hmmm, i wanna do well this sem... at least pass PR... was also late for my TV meeting. So sorry, guys... i missed the bus but it was no excuse. i will be well tomolo and yeah, serve those guest with errr... coke maybe? hehe... i dunno larr... what if they dun drink green tea or allergic to coffee? hmm.. i think i will get a few choices then see how lar... okie? meeting my drama gp later at 2pm... okie lemme list out what am i suppose to do this week... my brain abit dis-organised now.

meetings & things to do
- webdeap online publication meeting, thurs 1pm
- print PR stuff on sat after talk
- newwrite meeting, sat after talk also
- consult A.S.S. (hehehe)
- do online publication research
- format PR media kit... and finish it!!!
- go for drama this week...
- TV final recording tomolo!!!
- carry chairs from atrium after webdeap consultation
- buy drinks for guests and entertain them (??)

wahhh... *breathe deeply* okie, 6 more weeks b4 semester ends... be strong, wen.

posted by ingenue @ 10:10 PM

::about a boy::

Just watched ”About a Boy” with carol at westmall. My gawd, it is witty and amazingly very British, although I heard both directors are Americans! Hugh Grant just gets better and better now (Gosh, I love him in Bridget Jones’s Diary!) and the story line was twisted perfectly towards the end. I didn’t read this Hornby book but someday I will. I have always been a fan of his “Fever Pitch” and “High Fidelity” days… just a better way to learn more about single men. Hahaha. I wonder if all men are the same or just British men. My poor High Fidelity book is turning yellow in my bookshelf… anybody wants to borrow? It’s real good and I memorised the script in the movie too. Well, let’s just say I memorise every John Cusack movie. Then, carol and I had burger king (BK) for dinner… updating each other about our life. Hmm, Amy… where were you?

posted by ingenue @ 7:45 AM

::hate pr::

ugh. who hates pr more than me, please stand up? jus got my news release assignment back... i barely passed. what larr wei. so disappointing. anywayz, i'm not gonna swim in the pr pool in the future. so what the heck? just hope i get thru pr...and yes not fail it... plz, it would be a nightmare to repeat pr... hmmm... talking to kh again. i think he's stoning... he insisted that he's not. oh well.

posted by ingenue @ 9:51 PM

::bad luck... again::

Gosh, woke up late this morning and rushed like mad then reached the interchange without my bus pass! what a morning... *sigh* last nite was chatting with moon and kh and yes, doing my online publication research...gosh, there are so many cool fashion sites! i was spell-bound!! and there's this site... www.lumiere.com or something like that freaked me out. It has this fading...merging body parts and suddenly these eyes that looks like chucky from child's play plus that creepy music... my gawd... i was about to scream and was telling kh about it...scarreee. now in the labs doing my PR backgrounder... ugh. i still dun like PR. hmm... i wonder why my auntie still vacuums the floor early in the morn even though sunshine's not around anymore... weird.

posted by ingenue @ 7:52 PM

just added a blogout thingy... discovered in classmate's pages! Maybe this blog should go public...

posted by ingenue @ 8:26 AM

::goodbye sunshine::

reality sucks.
monday blues.
an empty cage.
a lonely squeeky ball.
an untouched dish of water.
an upside down bowl.
silence.
you left.
I cried.
no goodbyes.
miss you already.
take care.
i love you.

posted by ingenue @ 7:59 AM

::work work work::

Although this week seems like a short break from my deadlines...i just realised we have lotsa projects and assignments to do. So, it's gonna be hell for these two months. We splited into our COMISSU final project group just now. Ok, it sickens me everytime we do grouping. This never happened before in my entire schooling years and like Nick said,"Your class very politic arr..." which was dead true. Ok, can anybody be happy even though you gotinto your finalised group? Nobody's happy. Face it ... and val approached me if I was mad about it. Of course I was. I bet everyone was (I've no idea about Yiling though), c'mon... it's so ridiculous when "someone" have to"sacrifice" themselves... and frankly there will never be THE best way to split into groups. I can't imagine for another semester like this.I love my class, we even had breakfast together at McD today...took polaroids with Van's cam. Then the nightmare of "compromising" or rather "sacrificing" will somehow cause abit discomfort here and there. Ugh. Me in the labs now, doing research for webdeap online publication. Can't stand my freaking slow comp at home. Maybe i should send it to the musuem something. I heard Ben danced on the podium and got really drunk and even his blog is called the podium kid? *giggles* It's so unlike "BEN" the cancerian... hahaha. Alcohol intoxicates a person's mind. I'll keep that in mind.

posted by ingenue @ 1:56 AM

::another skool day::

hmm... now having my 3 hrs break but only one hour left... waiting to help celine to do her webdeap assignment. Surprisingly i woke up early for PR today and it was dead boring as usual... cuz auntie woke up so darn early this morning and vacuumed the house! Ugh... okie gotta help celine now.

posted by ingenue @ 9:10 PM

::another sunday::

I feel liberated from work, well temporary but still it’s good to feel that less burden on my shoulders. I’m re-building my website now, hoping to improve more and applying the table techniques that Amy taught me. Yes Amy, I will keep that in mind. But I still love layers! But hey, how to you put a blog into your webpage? Hmm, I’m yet to figure that out. I just discovered blogout last nite. But I guess nobody reads my blog. Hahaha. Reena just came back today. We went to Suntec for the COMEX exhibition. I wanted to check out some digi-cams over there... but the crowd was totally mad! U can hardly breathe... auntie decided to return Sunshine to the pet shop. I felt... i don't know... a mix feeling actually. I'm pretty attached to him but yet I wanna let him go... in hope that he will find a better home. Sigh. Why did you come into my life int he first place? Now, you make me miserable. Like all occasions. Sometimes i wish i hadn't met "some" people in my life. It's FATE that in a billions of people in the world we just hafta bumped into each other once in a lifetime. U see? Hmmm... better hit my pilows soon... or i won't wake up for PR.

posted by ingenue @ 10:57 AM